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Reflection of my thoughts
07.28.04 (2:06 pm)   [edit]
Makin' my way downtown,
Walkin' fast,
Faces pass and I'm homebound.

Starin' blankly ahead,
Just makin' my way,
Makin' a way through the crowd.

And I need you,
And I miss you,
And now I wonder...

If I could fall into the sky,
Do you think time
would pass me by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...
Tonight.

It's always times like these
When I think of you,
And wonder if you ever think of me.

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong.
Livin' in your precious memory.

'Cause I need you,
And I miss you,
And now I wonder...

If I could fall into the sky,
Do you think time
would pass me by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...
Tonight.

I, I, don't wanna let you know
I, I, drown in your memory.
I, I, don't wanna let this go.
I, I, don't.

Makin' my way downtown,
Walkin' fast,
Faces pass and I'm homebound.

Starin' blankly ahead,
Just makin' my way,
Makin' a way through the crowd.

And I still need you,
And I still miss you,
And now I wonder...

If I could fall into the sky,
Do you think time
Would pass.. us by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...

oh oh

If I could fall into the sky,
Do you think time would pass me by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you.

If I could just hold you....
Tonight.
 
uh oh
07.27.04 (4:53 pm)   [edit]
IceBunni224: Ill like put my babysitting money into this grand scheme
chubchakes7: i think every1 will

teeheee... wow nothing makes my day like hearing emily plot and scheme... sunday is going to be crazy lol :D
 
Cleveland Rocks!
07.27.04 (4:09 pm)   [edit]
AWESOME
No other word can describe it! Cleveland was the CRAZIEST! Never in my life have I had the honor to meet with such motivated teens... I was literally in tears I was so excited! I have the best pics too... lol... If mayellen's reading this... I have our awesome political pillow fight captured on my camera :D Aside from all the totally inspiring FA moments, I had a ton of fun too... like being beaten up by my great republican roomates lol, and who could forget the toga party? That was great... and Micha... I DONT want to see that pic EVER! So now Im so pumped about really getting our FA program going in RI, but I still really wish I never had to leave cleveland :( I miss everyone sooooooooo much! Like Jane doing the running man... our great RI cheer... lol the martinis.. and oh yeah.. did I mention the toga party? :D only like 5 times... :wink: "never have I ever"... Welll that's it for now because my pizzas here but to all mi FA amigos I miss u soooooooo much! Love you all!!
 
Baby I surrender to the strawberry ice cream...
07.12.04 (1:16 pm)   [edit]
omg Im just so freakin excited about the texas trip! yeah I know.. I never say that because I think it sounds stupid but whatever! This trip so going to be sooooooooo awesome! It been crazy like with soccer and PT and running and packing and working on summer reading and FA stuff. Our first RI Freedom's Answer call is going to be tomorrow night :) wayyyyy excited! If anyone needs the number for it, give my cell a call tonight or hasta manana. Dont you love today's title? That is the craziest song, Ive been singing it all day :D Im ridiculously hyper... prob a combination of like a weird sleep schedule and a lot of sugar. Fay and corrina slept over last night and we were up until 7:30 in the AM... that was crazy, they went along on my run at 5, mind u this was after not sleeping all day or night, and fay got soooo lost. she doesnt really know her way around my neighborhood so it was so funny, she was just wandering for awhile like calling us. I have like 50 million things to do, and I just wasted like an hour playing with my digital camera lol. well thats it for now.. maybe Ill post a more insightful blog after I get sum sleep... that might be a few weeks lol :D
 
Margarita Grille... here I come!
07.10.04 (7:46 am)   [edit]
5 DAYS! SOOOO excited! Renaissance is going to rock! Now I have to start packing... luckily like I dont think we have to carry our own luggage so I wont be restricted to one suitcase (yay) :wink: lol. Dani-yelli and I have been checking out what there is to do, like that we can do while we're there... lol... I want to go to the Margarita Grille or Crocodile Disco for dinner the first day, but she's sure they're like clubs... whatever lol :) This 5K... ah! That's going to be interesting... 1) it requires waking up at like 5 am! (bleh) 2) it requires running in Texas in the middle of July... lol if I die, here's my will:

Corrina: I leave u all my CDs of Delilah because u love her so much

Danielle: I leave u my rabbit

Fay: I leave you my blue bikini lol

Josh: I leave you my yearbook because u didnt sign it yet

ok... getting bored with that... I mean I prob wont die, it's only like 3 miles.

Oooo Im trying to bring freedom's answer to Renaissance! Idk if that will work out... but at the very least Im going to spend all of the networking sessions like handing out info about the program. So that will be awesome.

So high hopes for this conference... lol
Well anyways, Dallas here I come :D
 
And somehow you've got everybody fooled...
07.07.04 (6:07 pm)   [edit]
Ok... make this fact known... here, now, and forever more. I AM MYSELF. I am NOT my parents. You know how the saying goes... "we dont get to choose our family". I mean I guess I love my family and all... but god, sometimes I just wish I could say I AM NOT THEM! All of the "omg you are so much like " drives me crazy. No matter how awesome or stupid what my family members do is... I want no credit for it, whatsoever. Every single choice my parents have made in their lives I think I would have made the total opposite. Every single value they have, I seem to believe something entirely different. So why is it, that to so many people, my family is a reflection of me and I am a reflection of them and so on..? Reflect this: my parents totally changed their lives and careers and everything else, because they wanted to "raise their children". Me: I dont even want to have kids! Ever. Yeah, Im just like a mirror image of them right? Im not even a resemblence of what they were like as kids. I want to just stand on my own two feet, in a sense, become a John Edwards of my generation and choose a totally different life than the ones my parents led. Not to defy them or anything, just follow my heart and in doing so make it clear that Im not a reflection, I am my own person, I always have been, and I always will be. :?
 
Spirit of America
07.04.04 (7:46 pm)   [edit]
The fourth of July is awesome, the fireworks, the flags, parades. But the real American spirit that is captured today is preserved in the hearts of some amazing people year round. Freedom's Answer is such an amazing group, and everyone in it truly inspires me to dream and achieve more than I ever thought possible.

www . freedomsanswer . com

Pass it on

:D
 
//Song of the Week: This is for all you girls about 13 High school can be so rough, can be so mean Hold on to, on to, your innocence Stand up tall When everybody's givin in This one's for the girls This is for all you girls about 25 In a little apartment Just trying to get by Livin' on, on dreams and Spaghettio's Wonderin where your life is gonna go This one's for the girls This one's for the girls Who've ever had a broken heart Who've wished upon a shooting star You're beautiful the way you are This one's for the girls Who love without holding back Who dream with everything they have All around the world This one's for the girls//