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summer is like maxwell house coffee... good till the last drop :)
08.29.04 (8:15 pm)   [edit]

funny story time.. :) lol... so I get out of the shower.. ahh dont picture it lol... and this song which Ive never heard before come on the radio. So my ears are full of like beach water, shower water. And I hear a few words here and there and Im like omg! This song is all about me! It totally reminds me of something... lol um... no... Perhaps one lone line... I come onto mi wonderful computadora (which is officially named "Sarah's rock your socks off computer" for those of you who do not know") and google the lyrics... lol here's the song... trust me.. when my ears aren't full of water I totally dont relate as much.. but none the less the story amused me (I put the lyrics I heard the first time in bold..)


White Houses ~ Vanessa Carlton


Crashed on the floor when I moved in
This little bunk alone with some strange new friends
Stay up too late, and I'm too thin
We promise each other it's til the end
Now we're spinning empty bottles
It's the five of us
With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust
I can't resist the day
No, I can't resist the day


Jenny screams out and it's no pose
'Cause when she dances she goes and goes
Beer through the nose on an inside joke
I'm so excited, I haven't spoken
And she's so pretty, and she's so sure
Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her
The summer's all in bloom
The summer is ending soon


It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses


Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his car's black leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last


It's alright
And I put myself in his hands
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Love, or something ignites in my veins
And I pray it never fades in white houses


My first time, hard to explain
Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain
On a cloudy day, it's more common than you think
He's my first mistake


Maybe you were all faster than me
We gave each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been
So I go, and I will not be back here again
I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses
I lie, put my injuries all in the dust
In my heart is the five of us
In white houses


And you, maybe you'll remember me
What I gave is yours to keep
In white houses
In white ho
In white houses


 


funny funny... well 4 days left now guys... Im going to miss this summer so much... back to the summer reading and then a few hours of sleep before soccer practice... until next time...


Current mood: amazing


Current music: Girls just want to have fun (they just wanna.. they just wanna..)

 
Oh how I love summer...
08.28.04 (7:29 pm)   [edit]

:DWhat an awesome last weekend of summer... Day off from soccer today so I got to sleep in until like 10:30... you have no idea how happy that made me. Then I dragged myself out of bed and pete and I went over to Goddard park. It was soooo hot today, so we hung out at the beach for awhile.. and were attacked by hungry crabs but whatever... still good... then we went over to Starbucks and worked on our wonderful summer reading... oh man I hate those books with a passion... Yeah... so then after pete was attacked by my family... poor pete.. :(we headed off to waterfire. What an awesome time... lol except for the gondala guys maybe... So tired... and for those of u who dont know my kiwiw bird cousin's here so tomorrow is entertain evan day... I voted to just give him fay but I was over ruled and therefore we're going to spend the day at block island... should be interesting to say the least... well off to bed I go... ::sigh:: Im going to miss summer so much...


 Current Mood: ridiculously happy (courtesy of an awesome day and a mini latte)


Current Music: oooo baby I love u with.. everyday.. idk the name.. some song on the Delilah show

:D :D
 
pasted smiles...
08.09.04 (8:09 pm)   [edit]
[i]You scream but no one listens.
You bleed but no one cares.
You hurt until your heart breaks.
Is anyone left out there?[/i]

Just go on living life, with a pasted smile.

[i]You make your face a mask
a mask to hide your face
a face that hides the pain
a pain that eats your heart
a heart that no one knows...[/i]
 
To be ENTHUSIASTIC, you must act enthusiastic..
08.07.04 (11:12 am)   [edit]
wow... just got back from SLTP. It was OUTSTANDING. I was able to really show my true self and create the closest friendships I have ever known, based on trust and respect. We all wrote notes to every other person at the conference called "magic notes" in which we mention (sincerely) what we have learned from each other and so on. It was truely amazing to spend the week revealing who I really am, and then learn that in turn that had a hugely positive impact on others at the conference. At one of our general sessions, we were talking about how to make a difference and the wonderfully amazing Lauren Nutter brings up Freedom's Answer! I was so excited I thought I was going to cry because I had really been able to reach out to and connect with a lot of other delegates, passing on my passion about the program to them. This was seriously one of the best experiences of my entire life thus far! :D
 
Peeled grapes...
08.01.04 (5:24 pm)   [edit]
Just got home from going to see an amazing soccer game. US women against China... 3-1.. good times :D And of course I went with my whole wonderful team. I love you guys.. but wow Im tired. I meet up with everyone around noonish and there are my wonderful girls sitting in the middle of the parking lot eating an entire rotiseree chicken not kidding, and like a gallon of ice cream and a 3 layer chocolate cake lol. So like in Em's car on the way up, Em, Ery, Jen, Brit, and me ate soooo much I thought I was just going to die. They brought the most random things like chocolate frosting and stuff :) lol you've gotta love them... it was soooo hot at the game but it was oddles of fun of course. and I was way excited that we got to see this game seeing that this is Mia's last game before the olympics and then she's :cry: retiring... we must not speak of such unpleseant things :cry: So on the way home I started drifting off to sleep... big mistake given who mis amigas are... I wake up and the one and only wonderful Emily Gooding is peeling grapes with my toenails (which looked very cute, bubblegum pink.. but) ew! lol. It was ok though, she didnt eat them she like threw them at a guy on a motorcycle or something. Well tomorrow's going to be a crazy frenzy of packing seeing that I leave for SLTP on tuesday! ahh way excited! Just hope I can get a new cell charger in time seeing that I would die without my cell phone for a week. I know that's sad, but we are literally staying at a college in the MIDDLE OF NO WHERE. Well that's it for now... pizza's here :D

current music: soak up the sun... (such a classic)
current mood: way too tired and hyper
 
//Song of the Week: This is for all you girls about 13 High school can be so rough, can be so mean Hold on to, on to, your innocence Stand up tall When everybody's givin in This one's for the girls This is for all you girls about 25 In a little apartment Just trying to get by Livin' on, on dreams and Spaghettio's Wonderin where your life is gonna go This one's for the girls This one's for the girls Who've ever had a broken heart Who've wished upon a shooting star You're beautiful the way you are This one's for the girls Who love without holding back Who dream with everything they have All around the world This one's for the girls//