:D fun day today... for the most part... it seems like weekends have permenantly become entertain the kiwi bird day... but that's ok for the time being, evan and I might actually get along if we werent cousins... now we just drive each other crazy. so the whole bunch of us went up to boston today... man how crazy.. there was a game tonight... go red sox woohoo.. yeah... pretty sure they won lol.. I wish I understood baseball. we had a fairly good time.. had some awesome italian food and cannollis on the north side.. contemporary art museum was a little too um unique for my taste... I really cant see the artistic quality in like a couch covered in trash.. but to each her own. I saw a BMW motorcycle... it was the funniest thing... I mean seriously.. any guy who can pull off looking cool on a motorcycle probably isnt old enough to afford a BMW... I mean if I saw some old man ride off on it it so would have made my day.. but I was told I was insane for overanalysing it so... heh.. they were probably right. So came home and didnt do much.. pretended to reread eyes on the prize.. talked to pete for awhile... made a midnight run to wendys :D but I have the best news.. I might ::fingers crossed:: be going to Philly! how awesome huh? I know RI isnt part of the Ben Cup.. but our amazing FA buddies in the states running it say we can go. So that would be unbelievably cool. Now comes the begging the parents stage.. I think they're going to give in :D then I just have to find a roommate because I dont really want to stay alone lol... kristi, alyss, jane? anyone up for a weekend in pa? :D that would be cool if we could all get together again.. Ive missed u guys soo much since the summit... Ive missed everyone.. I need another dose of FA. Speaking of Freedom's Answer... looks like our state wide candle light shindig is going to come together... it's going to require calling in a lot of favors but it looks good right now. now we just have to keep pushing to sign up those schools... dont know what I would do without some of the amazing NLC kiddos... alright bedtime for me... soccer in like 6 hours...

current mood: ecstatic

current music: oldies station.. "It's in his kiss" 8)

hmmm... mr hopper can be quite insightful... "Dreams are the place where we do the things we dare not believe because if you truly believe in them they will become reality. So remember dream big and you shall live larger." so... what if I really do want these dreams to come true... well parts of them... I had the craziest dream last night... and it seemed so so real, every second of it. but like some parts of this dream were awesome, some were so weird... and some were random... who has a dream about building houses... I mean really... hmm yeah... Im digressing So timotio here's my question... if I dream it, does that mean I really cannot handle it becoming a reality... even if I feel like I would do anything for part of my dream to come true? hmm... I need to go back to my 8th grade days of studying dream analysis...and figure out why in the world I was in a bathroom crying my eyes out and pete was sitting in the shower... figure out the symbolism in that my dear dream guru...

current mood: fairly content

current music: white houses.. surprisingly... lol read back a few entries...

aww.. big shout out to Timmy from SLTP... he so made my day :)... other than that, my day kind of sucked. Strangely enough, I was way excited about the first day... even at 4am when my summer reading was like half done, I was still laughing... mostly because of pete saying ridiculous things and a lot of caffeine, but whatever. My schedule was soooooooo screwed up u have no idea. I'm contemplating dropping AT... for a combo of reasons... but after an insightful chat with miss corrina I might stay with it... in any case I have about a good 4 weeks before guidance will deal with it... good enough seeing that I owe Mr Guertin a coffee before I can go anywhere near that office lol. Freshy day went so well... the chinese food courtesy of mr mitchell was a nice touch... as was getting to eat it in his air conditioned office ::big smiles::... just to let u all know... Mr Dave Goodnow used the principal's private bathroom... lol he's little too proud of that... and the whole cologne incident... ::sigh:: dave u make me chuckle... eric and I made it through about 5 minutes of that day without wanting to kill each other... it was seriously a record... Im suffering from a bad case of summer sickness... it feels like home sickness, but worse, because u cant drive back to summer :( It makes school seem even worse. I just want to have like one more awesome summer day... who am I kidding... I want like a few more years of those relaxing days...::sigh:: nine months till summer 2005.... woo hoo...oh well guess I can look forward to the alaska trip... I hope that works out... I would be so excited, get to see everyone from FA again and all... even thought winter in alaska doesnt sound fun.. well until next time...

current mood: summer sick :(

current music: Thriller... heh gotta love "I love the 80s night"...