ok, I havent used this thing in forever because I have my livejournal but live journal crashed this afternoon! ah! so here's an entry that was suppose to go in my livejournal hours ago, can't make it through the day without babbling :)

According to this article I read at the doctor's office (where I had to wait for like an hour so they could tell me oh yeah you have a cold of the flu or something... sleep, drink soup) blue's the best eye shadow shade for me. Kind of 6th grade dontcha think? But it reflects my mood at least. I dont <3 being sick one little bit. It's hailing and foggy too lol it reminds me of that scene in some old movie where the girl's like "I always cry when it rains." and the guy's like "Baby, it rains <i>because</i> ; you're crying." *lost in thoughts of old movie romances* lol so let's see what I've accomplished the last 2 days... watched a west wing marathon... watched a law and order marathon... ate like twice... mel called to remind me that the nac's having the time of their life in dc, and like in all honesty Im wicked excited for her, I just wish I was thereeee :( lol maybe in my dreams Ill be the next lindsay but right now the real lindsay and company are being treated to a fabulous weekend in my favorite city. speaking of being a super leader, Ive found this program called the national youth leadership forum (www.nlyf.org) which I am SOO going to. delegates have to be selected by a teacher so Ive got a little sucking up to do, no problem. This program's so amazing, they have a week dedicated to medicine, another to technology, another to government and military, aaaaaaand best of all: LAW!!! oh yes indeed Im going junior year. So I've been working on my new workshop too. I want to present it at LEAD. only thing is, it has to be presented at the state level first and the state conference has been moved to like 3 days after the deadline for the LEAD forms... no worries, I'll make it work. I need to find a co-presenter for this too. I know a bunch of SLTP kiddos who would be outstanding, but it has to be someone from lil RI :( I mean there are some great little student leaders here, but to present this workshop well I really need someone with a certain attitude... So I worked on a scene for SLTP too. to was like a lot more difficult emotionally than I thought it would be. It's really tough to take an issue close to the heart and put it on paper. I <3 staff though, I sent out an email about how like it's def. tough to write this play and within half a day I get like 5 emails back. hmm it kinda sounds like Ive gotten a lot done but honestly I feel sooo like useless and dead and the majority of my time was spent asleep. oh well... stay healthy my friends <3